Reconciled?

I got a text message from them. I never thought that there will be a chance for us to talk about what we had last time. I opened and shared to him all my sorrows and he did the same thing too. Both of us were afraid to get hurt again because it's our first time. As our talk becomes longer, we realized that both of us have failures that's why it didn't last for so long. He tried to make a step to reconciled with me and I forgave him. We became friends again and he started to make our friendship better than the first one. He made me feel special and I did the same way too. After 10 days, he gave me a gift which I refused because I knew that I don't deserved to have it. I made a step to make him understand what I really want to do with my life. I also tell him directly that he is special for me because he made me smile and he is one of my best friends. I clarify also that I loved him as my friend and not more than that. This week make me understand that if you're not serious , don't even try to enter a relatioship anymore to avoid hurting the feelings of the person involved.